A thousand times I’ve failed, yet Your Mercy still remains.


Hate In Red

For all this hatred,
Have they lost their touch of humanity,
For the rage of flames are just insanity.

For all this hatred,
Have they lost their means of credibility,
For the news are no longer prevailed truthfully.

For all this hatred,
Have they lost their compassion wholeheartedly,
For the knives are used to pierce through human lives blindly.

For all this hatred,
Have they lost to love’s calling wholly
For I longed the time where all this hate in red,
I no longer see.


A Believer’s Worry

Could it be a worry that I only write in the peak of my sorrows?
Could it be a worry that I only write in the soars of my enlightenment?
For you are the comfort I heaved in my writings, delicately though flawed.
Could it be a worry?

Stop worrying, dear believer.
You are in good hands of The All Writer, of Your Creator.

Indeed you plan and Your Lord plan but His plans are better.


A Sinner’s Letter

Ya Rabb,
I’ve messed up.

Ya Rabb,
I wouldn’t have felt this void if I had filled it with you.

Ya Rabb,
I’ve disappoint you time and time again.

Ya Rabb,
Make my heart at ease knowing that You, the Maker of Hearts could remove this sorrow and despair.

Ya Rabb,
Only You could mend its pieces.

Ya Rabb,
I can’t do this without You, indeed I am the weakest among Your servants.

Ya Rabb,
You know what’s best for me for I know not.

Ya Rabb,
Give my strength to let go for your sake.

Ya Rabb,
Send my salam to Your Beloved (s.a.w).
For what you love, I love too.
And I hope what loves you, loves me too. 

Ya Rabb,
Certainly You are the All-Forgiving and you love to forgive, so forgive me.


Dear Lily

Be steadfast, dear heart.
Keep striving, dear soul.

Not just for the last 10 days,
but till the last seconds of your time here.
He is with you, dear self.

Stay grateful, stay patient,
dear heart,
dear soul
and dear self.

For indeed,
You are dear to Him, dear Lily.



Hello there 

I guess I’ve been away for far too long
Maybe life gets me at times and I come scattering back in poems
Lyricing poems from the heart’s song

But hello there
An ounce of effort to rummage for words that hopefully no soul has to bare

For our heart was never meant for this world’s call
So brave up pieces soul
For it all begins with just a hello afterall

The All-Hearing
The All-Merciful,
The All-Forgiving,
The All-Giving
Keep me in Your hello, always.

For lovers never do part, do they?