A Sinner’s Letter

Ya Rabb,
I’ve messed up.

Ya Rabb,
I wouldn’t have felt this void if I had filled it with you.

Ya Rabb,
I’ve disappoint you time and time again.

Ya Rabb,
Make my heart at ease knowing that You, the Maker of Hearts could remove this sorrow and despair.

Ya Rabb,
Only You could mend its pieces.

Ya Rabb,
I can’t do this without You, indeed I am the weakest among Your servants.

Ya Rabb,
You know what’s best for me for I know not.

Ya Rabb,
Give my strength to let go for your sake.

Ya Rabb,
Send my salam to Your Beloved (s.a.w).
For what you love, I love too.
And I hope what loves you, loves me too.

Ya Rabb,
Certainly You are the All-Forgiving and you love to forgive, so forgive me.

Just this time

Just this time
Taking a step back

For this time
In the lover’s deck
Waiting for a time
To fade back to black

Just this time

She’ll keep a step back

For
Just
This
Time

Be steadfast, dear heart.
Keep striving, dear soul.

Not just for the last 10 days,
but till the last seconds of your time here.
He is with you, dear self.

Stay grateful, stay patient,
dear heart,
dear soul
and dear self.

For indeed,
You are dear to Him, dear Lily.

#reminderforlily

She climbed over his walls
Ventured into his heart

Till she found footsteps
She knew someone else been here before
Or maybe still is

She loved him
So she walked back to where her heart resides

Hoping he trailed her footsteps instead
Just maybe, He’ll find his way back

And hopefully, she’ll be home till then.

I guess I’ve been away for far too long
Maybe life gets me at times and I come scattering back in poems
Lyricing poems from the heart’s song

But hello there
An ounce of effort to rummage for words that hopefully no soul has to bare

For our heart was never meant for this world’s call
So brave up pieces soul
For it all begins with just a hello afterall

Hello,
The All-Hearing
The All-Merciful,
The All-Forgiving,
The All-Giving
Keep me in Your hello, always.

For lovers never do part, do they?