All I feel is your love
All I taste is your touch
For all I breathe is your life
And maybe then they’ll understand
That I’m yours till the end.
Lovers Dive
I know I’ve dived in too deep
When the corals could be felt on my feet
But the beauty of it overwhelms the poison bits
For I dived deeper, even if it takes up the air I need.
As love overwhelms the deed.
Will you love me
I sat there wondering
How our love would weigh
When it turns blue
And I sat there wondering
How my heart would be if you ever broke me into two
But wondering makes a twist to the moments of love I could miss
And maybe I’ll never have to wonder if you’ll love me still when it all breaks loose.
For I hold to your promise that it will always be me for you.
The Right Person
Sometimes the right place is a person
And sometimes waiting and thinking what was right to happen, is never right after all
But instead, it worsened.
For the right person will walk with you through a path that’s certain.
Fire with fire
I don’t know if I could ever go without
A warmth I crave every night
Warmed by a fire I learnt to crazed and put out
As, fire with fire would eventually burnout.
Attachments
Attached to things
Attached to people
Attached to moments
But really, why did we burden the weight for our shoulders to bear with what we chose to be our attachments
When what’s meant will always be meant.
If you’re a believer, then Trust His plans.
Love’s Paradigm
If you were a word, it’d be mine.
But words are sold at a price, where the heart could never tell it’s dateline.
And till then, I rather you be moments that I oath for a lifetime.
For the weight of words, are Love’s Paradigm.
The Poet’s Lover
My words bled the ink I lost from all the poetry I wrote about you.
But I’d still write again.
Even if it meant that I’ll bleed dry, to own a heart that was never mine.
For you owned my world of words, and time.
Trusting His Plans
As I stepped in to the mosque, I often wonder why You’d put me here. The weakest of your servants in Your home.
Flawed though hidden, I don’t deserve the slightest shade Your roof provided me, not even in this dunya when I sinned. I sinned beyond any of your creation’s mind could have thought, but you covered me with the purest of blankets I could have never afford.
You protected my dignity from falling to the pits of anger and disappointments for the people I love.
As I stood here, once more, stepping into Your home I wonder will You ever forgive me.
Ya Rabb, I know You’re the most merciful. You’ve opened the door to Your home for me, and now I’m begging You to open the door of forgiveness for me.
Guide me for I know not, for I’m in dire need of every light to come through this sorrowful dark heart. Guide me on how to attain practices of every verses that Your Beloved part.
I’m in desperate need to be kept in Your light and I realise then why You’d put me here. I realise then it’s where I needed to be to start my journey back to my eternal home.
Keep me in Your light and path till then. Keep me here and I’ll promise I’ll trust Your plans. Promise me You’ll give me the purest end.
Love sick
You felt it didn’t you
And you got scared
To give the piece of your heart that has lived
Through the highs and lows that life has brought
But just this time you thought
Wanting to open your heart’s door
And he’ll promise it to be forever more
But instead, you ran away hoping he’ll follow
but honey, it’s not a game of hide and seek
For it’s a game of reaping what you sow
Now, take your pick
To be or not to be, love sick.
