Her mind weighed
The certainty of her heart’s state
But love had no control over fate
And destiny is written long before time determines
For even if he was too late
It’ll never change how her love for him has always been.
I guess I’m just a mess when it comes to the prospect of new beginnings
I keep coming back to the comforts I know
Taking me right back to moments I shouldn’t have stayed
And every color I’ve seen was nothing like how it used to be
Less vibrant, when you’re no longer with me.
She told The Maker of Hearts about you.
She missed you.
She needed you.
But she asked Him for strength,
To let go if you’re not written for her,
To remove the attachment in her heart for what’s not meant for her,
To Put you in His Hands; His Love and His Mercy.
For only The Maker can love you more than she ever could.
Could it be a worry that I only write in the peak of my sorrows?
Could it be a worry that I only write in the soars of my enlightenment?
For you are the comfort I heaved in my writings, delicately though flawed.
Could it be a worry?
Stop worrying, dear believer.
You are in good hands of The All Writer, of Your Creator.
Indeed you plan and Your Lord plan but His plans are better.
Ya Rabb,
I’ve messed up.
Ya Rabb,
I wouldn’t have felt this void if I had filled it with you.
Ya Rabb,
I’ve disappoint you time and time again.
Ya Rabb,
Make my heart at ease knowing that You, the Maker of Hearts could remove this sorrow and despair.
Ya Rabb,
Only You could mend its pieces.
Ya Rabb,
I can’t do this without You, indeed I am the weakest among Your servants.
Ya Rabb,
You know what’s best for me for I know not.
Ya Rabb,
Give my strength to let go for your sake.
Ya Rabb,
Send my salam to Your Beloved (s.a.w).
For what you love, I love too.
And I hope what loves you, loves me too.
Ya Rabb,
Certainly You are the All-Forgiving and you love to forgive, so forgive me.
Just this time
Taking a step back
For this time
In the lover’s deck
Waiting for a time
To fade back to black
Just this time
She’ll keep a step back
For
Just
This
Time
Be steadfast, dear heart.
Keep striving, dear soul.
Not just for the last 10 days,
but till the last seconds of your time here.
He is with you, dear self.
Stay grateful, stay patient,
dear heart,
dear soul
and dear self.
For indeed,
You are dear to Him, dear Lily.
#reminderforlily
She climbed over his walls
Ventured into his heart
Till she found footsteps
She knew someone else been here before
Or maybe still is
She loved him
So she walked back to where her heart resides
Hoping he trailed her footsteps instead
Just maybe, He’ll find his way back
And hopefully, she’ll be home till then.
I guess I’ve been away for far too long
Maybe life gets me at times and I come scattering back in poems
Lyricing poems from the heart’s song
But hello there
An ounce of effort to rummage for words that hopefully no soul has to bare
For our heart was never meant for this world’s call
So brave up pieces soul
For it all begins with just a hello afterall
Hello,
The All-Hearing
The All-Merciful,
The All-Forgiving,
The All-Giving
Keep me in Your hello, always.
For lovers never do part, do they?
My words, it lacks depth
My sight, it lacks beauty
My touch, it lacks kindness
My soul, it lacks sincerity
But my heart, it seeks a cure
In nothing more than to be pure
For the depth on aftermath
For the beauty in certainty
For the kindness to gracefulness
For the sincerity in seeking clarity
For my heart, it seeks a cure
To be among the people of pure.