Poetry

Trusting His Time

But for You, my Lord, I’ll be patient.

Even if they would shower me in gold to feed my desire,
Even if it meant to lose and falter in my worldly attire,
As for You, my Lord, I’ll be patient.

Even if it takes forever in this world’s clock,
Even if it meant to never answer a past love knock,
Because for You, my lord, I’ll be patient.

For I’ll be patient and graceful in my temporal fought;
Just for you, my Lord.

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Poetry

Lovers

Her mind weighed 
The certainty of her heart’s state 

But love had no control over fate
And destiny is written long before time determines

For even if he was too late
It’ll never change how her love for him has always been. 

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Coloring love 

I guess I’m just a mess when it comes to the prospect of new beginnings 

I keep coming back to the comforts I know 

Taking me right back to moments I shouldn’t have stayed 

And every color I’ve seen was nothing like how it used to be

Less vibrant, when you’re no longer with me. 

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She told Him 

She told The Maker of Hearts about you.
She missed you.
She needed you.

But she asked Him for strength,
To let go if you’re not written for her,
To remove the attachment in her heart for what’s not meant for her,
To Put you in His Hands; His Love and His Mercy.

For only The Maker can love you more than she ever could. 

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A Believer’s Worry

Could it be a worry that I only write in the peak of my sorrows?
Could it be a worry that I only write in the soars of my enlightenment?
For you are the comfort I heaved in my writings, delicately though flawed.
Could it be a worry?

Stop worrying, dear believer.
You are in good hands of The All Writer, of Your Creator.

Indeed you plan and Your Lord plan but His plans are better.

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A Sinner’s Letter

Ya Rabb,
I’ve messed up.

Ya Rabb,
I wouldn’t have felt this void if I had filled it with you.

Ya Rabb,
I’ve disappoint you time and time again.

Ya Rabb,
Make my heart at ease knowing that You, the Maker of Hearts could remove this sorrow and despair.

Ya Rabb,
Only You could mend its pieces.

Ya Rabb,
I can’t do this without You, indeed I am the weakest among Your servants.

Ya Rabb,
You know what’s best for me for I know not.

Ya Rabb,
Give my strength to let go for your sake.

Ya Rabb,
Send my salam to Your Beloved (s.a.w).
For what you love, I love too.
And I hope what loves you, loves me too. 

Ya Rabb,
Certainly You are the All-Forgiving and you love to forgive, so forgive me.

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