But its been awhile,
hasn’t it?
But who moved?
You mistook temporary for eternity.
But come,
For Your Lord’s mercy, overwhelms it all.
But its been awhile,
hasn’t it?
But who moved?
You mistook temporary for eternity.
But come,
For Your Lord’s mercy, overwhelms it all.
He showered her with roses
Yet her love was never tailored
He showered her with roses
She cared for it till it wilted
He showered her with roses
When lilies were actually her favourite
It had always been you,
Still you and always you.
A term of you that meant I could never do without,
At least thats what I thought.
Or maybe just what my heart could only bought.
But for You, my Lord, I’ll be patient.
Even if they would shower me in gold to feed my desire,
Even if it meant to lose and falter in my worldly attire,
As for You, my Lord, I’ll be patient.
Even if it takes forever in this world’s clock,
Even if it meant to never answer a past love knock,
Because for You, my lord, I’ll be patient.
For I’ll be patient and graceful in my temporal fought;
Just for you, my Lord.
For you, a thousand times over.
Even after the thousandth,
I’ll do it all over again
Even if it takes the time of a thousands of mine.
I guess I’m just a mess when it comes to the prospect of new beginnings
I keep coming back to the comforts I know
Taking me right back to moments I shouldn’t have stayed
And every color I’ve seen was nothing like how it used to be
Less vibrant, when you’re no longer with me.
She told The Maker of Hearts about you.
She missed you.
She needed you.
But she asked Him for strength,
To let go if you’re not written for her,
To remove the attachment in her heart for what’s not meant for her,
To Put you in His Hands; His Love and His Mercy.
For only The Maker can love you more than she ever could.
Could it be a worry that I only write in the peak of my sorrows?
Could it be a worry that I only write in the soars of my enlightenment?
For you are the comfort I heaved in my writings, delicately though flawed.
Could it be a worry?
Stop worrying, dear believer.
You are in good hands of The All Writer, of Your Creator.
Indeed you plan and Your Lord plan but His plans are better.
Ya Rabb,
I’ve messed up.
Ya Rabb,
I wouldn’t have felt this void if I had filled it with you.
Ya Rabb,
I’ve disappoint you time and time again.
Ya Rabb,
Make my heart at ease knowing that You, the Maker of Hearts could remove this sorrow and despair.
Ya Rabb,
Only You could mend its pieces.
Ya Rabb,
I can’t do this without You, indeed I am the weakest among Your servants.
Ya Rabb,
You know what’s best for me for I know not.
Ya Rabb,
Give my strength to let go for your sake.
Ya Rabb,
Send my salam to Your Beloved (s.a.w).
For what you love, I love too.
And I hope what loves you, loves me too.
Ya Rabb,
Certainly You are the All-Forgiving and you love to forgive, so forgive me.